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| It's been lil minuteHi all, It's been over a year since I've written in here. I totally forgot about this thing. Well I am doing a bit better than the last time I wrote here but not by much. Ummm finally got out of school (yay!). Ended up getting a job at Unison healthcare as an IT operator. The job sucked and I only lasted a week. They let me go for really ambigious reasons. I was really distraught over it for a couple days, but I got over it. I continued doing courier work for American Expediting. I decided I really needed to build some experience so I decided to volunteer my skills at a non-profit called CADAPrograms. I volunteered there for a month and then they offered me a job, and thats where I am at now. The problem is it's only part time and it pays shit so I still have to work at American Expediting to supplement my income. I hate American Expediting the dispatchers are so miserable, and the work is inconsstent. I might go to another courier company around the corner called Dynamex but I don't know if it's worth it. They want me to get commercial insurance which is lke $35 a week, it would give million dollar coverage but would have a $1000 deductuble. Plus they want me to pay $56 a month for a nextel phone which is outragious. Maybe Ill try them for a while and see how it works out. If it works out good I'll stay, although I am thinking about applying for the geeksquad after the holidays are up. I heard they pay pretty good although I might only work part-time because I really like where I am at now (CADAPrograms). The people there are really nice, and I am doing exactly what I wanna do there (administating a LAN, teachng, and web design). The only thing is my boss is being really petty about the website. She wants it up soon, but wants me to make all these changes to it and wants it up soon. Speaking of which went to check on the domain name, didn't fnd the site but email accounts work! (yay!) Otherwise I really love that job although the kids can get on my nerves sometimes, but I was a kid once so meh. As far relationships go I've kinda dropped out of the dating scene. Although there is a ton of women online that are interested in me ( two of whom I've met in person) My last girlfriend was from England she flew to Pittsburgh to come see me and we had a great time. The relationship didn't last long because of the obvious distance. Going accross the big pond can be kind of a pain. She was a great girl, I really miss her, but she met someone else soon after and got engaged blah. So I haven't been dating anyone since. I wanna kind of get my shit together. I might fly to England next summer if I can save enough money, go visit a couple lady friends there, maybe get some action . As of right now I am staying with my grandparents. My grandma is in the hospital for hip replacement surgery, she is rehab now. Meanwhile back at the ranch gotta look after my demented, annoying, and pedantic grandfather. I can't wait til grandma comes home and so she can deal with his bullshit. With my grandma's mobility issues they need to get out of the house they currently reside in. Their is no bathroom on the first floor, she has all kinds of restrictions as far movements, and I am deeply concerned about her as she could fal down the stairs. My family needs to convince them to move, but they tend to be stubborn and resist change. So the next few months are going to be quite interesting to say the least. Well I gotta get going here, gotta pick up at the airport terminal, more to come later..... | | |
| The last 2 days have been nothing tooooo exciting. I went to see a
gastorentologist concerning my stomach, he wants me to go to forbes so
they can take X rays and find out whats causing my problems. Other than
that I was supposed to go to kennywood with krysta but that fell
through.. anyways I took Jenna
job hunting today. im tired of her leeching. She needs to do
something with her life besides sit around the house talk on the phone,
go on the computer, and be selfish, demanding, and inconsiderate. She
filled out apps at a couple places. She has a list of the places she
wants to work. She would only apply at those places, beggars can;t be
choosers, geez.When I got home I watched hithc with will smith good
move.anyways tommorow I have to go to the store to pick up some windows
that were supposed to be repaired. the guy wanted 43 bucks an hour to
fix em! It shouldn't take more than hour, sheeesh. Then I have to
go into my shitty job to close tommorow. I can;t wait! NOT! Im trying
to look for a job around here. I picked up an app at gabes haven;t
filled it out though.. Im sick of traveling through city and sitting in
bumper to bumper traffic just so i can wash dishes. Plus I never want
to be near food again, i can;t stand the restaraunt business. Im
probably gonna work retail somewhere around here. I might also look in
the paper see if anything tickles my fancy.
Im talking to Ben now, trying to help him through his little crisis.
Hes been doing work around the house to get enough money to see his
finace beth in Missouri. Hes about to be evicted from his apartment, so
hes gotta get out soon. the only problem is his car needs inspected,
and he took it to this guy to have it inspected but his place got
raided for some reason and they used his car as evidence. Hes been
without for 6 days now and supposedly the guy is working on it.
Aj still refuses to talk to him, so hes in a real rut now. But in a way
it kinda pisses me off cause hes 50 years he needs to learn to
take care of himself. Plus he kind of put himself in the situation hes
in now. I just hope to god we can get em to Missouri so I don;t
have to worry about it anymore. Oh the drama sheesh.
Oh I just found out today that I owe about 450 dollars in auto insurance come august. thats my whole social security check
These insurance companies got you by the balls since its illegal to
drive without insurance,but hey I need my car or Im screwed. thats why
I bought a newer car, plus got a loan for it even though it was only
2600 (rather cheap for 2002 huh ) so I can
establish better credit. Im not that bad in debt just student loans,
car loan that will be paid within a year, and a credit card i pay on
every month. I;ve been staying on track with those types of thangs.
well anyways writing about all this stress is giving me a stomach ate, so that all for now folks.
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| Well I created this xanga account for some odd reason. I guess I might
as well put it to good use, and start journaling since its supposed to
be thereapeutic. Im really not in the mood to write, but what the hell.
I had a really bad day today (what else is new?) My mom woke me up
cause dollar bank's security department was on the phone. They were
calling concering some transactions ive made over the past couple days
on my debit card. (they never call me, why the hell are they calling me
now)Stupid fucking aol, they are charnging me $18 a month to use aol
for broadband! then on top of that they are charging 14.95 a month for
aol for dial up? WTF!!! I dont even have a dial up modem, and these
fuckers are charging 18 a month just so access some content I can
access anywhere on the internet??! What kind of bullshit is that? Im
gonna call them cancel my account and have them retro me for the
seperate 14.95 they were charging for something I wasn;t using
If they give me a bunch of shit I swear im gonna get an attorney on
their ass. After that I went to school, and I was late for career
development ( i donpt really care cause they guy doesn't really teach
anything just makes us work on our assignments) I had all my
assingments done for the quarter so since he wasnlt there I just
emailed him everything that was due. After that I went to Barnes &
Noble to do some reading on asperger syndrome. Liane Holiday- willey
gives a great account of what its like to live with AS and she gives
real good practical advice from dealing with employment, college,and
sensory issues. While I was reading cracker barrel gives me a call
telling me they want me to come in later cause they weren;t the busy (
i already dont have enough hours this week)
after that I went to baja fresh to get something to eat, came back to B
& N to change and of course their were two guys waiting in line for
one stall.) Cracker barrel has this stupid
policy of not letting you change at work. I finally got in and when I
got in the car it was 2 o clock the time I was supposed to be in ( I
was 2 minutes away though). WHen I left I realized my cell phone was
missing but i didnlt have to time to look for it. When I got to CB, my
co worker Theresea told me they had fallen behind in the dishroom cause
they suddenly got busy soon after they called. Well it was me and
edigar til 3 then I was by myself from 3-5)
Most of the time edigar was there, we were trying to do a trash run
that would have been had i had been there. I couldn;t keep up cause
everythihng had fallen so behind in the dishroom. I was so pissed even
though my manager Victoria told me it was ok. ( she is a very
understanding manager, and the whole place in geneeral has been good to
me, thats why I stay, I just can;t stand the bullshit I have to put up
with when I am there) at exaclty 5 which was the time I was off ( ya 3
hours whooppee) I left I didnlt give a shit what condition the dishroom
was in. Its not my problem they don;lt know how to manage. So i
realized I left my cell phone over at barnes and noble so I went and
got that. after that I had to contend with rush hour traffic. I ended
up gridlocking in North fayette, and sitting in traffic for almost an
hour on the parkway. When i got home my mom just had to announce how
badly I smelled after I just off work at cracker barrel ( I think thats
so rude I just wanted to smack her ) I
took shower, ate dinner, and had to listen to Jenna whine cause she had
nothing cause she didnlt come out on time. Later on I wanted to go up
the store and couldn;t find my wallet. I reall snapped then!) I started
running around the house frantically trying to find it.I was
practically having a panic attack. I started accusing Jenna of stealing
my wallet, of course my dad felt the need to critisize like he always
does and what hes best at. Hes such a horrible father. Well this was
going on I started having flashbacks about kids making fun of me at
school, it was as if they were happening again. They were making fun of
me cause I nwas flipping out over my wallet. While I had my car keys in
my hand, I started imagining myself stabbing this girl who used to fuck
with me in the eye, and then when principal arrives throwing test tubes
and chemical beaks at him. I finnaly found my wallet on the floor,went
to sunoco to treat myself to some ice cream, ciggys, apple pie, grape
soda, a muffin, and some fruiti punch. God my life sucks. write more
later I wanna sleep now.
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